Journal 5-Diary entry by Gregers

Dear diary,
Tonight was, indeed, an eventful night. I had the opportunity to catch up with a boyhood friend whom I haven't spoke to in a while. It was very nice. Hjalmar did inform me on a couple of things that I was not aware of, and that is what has got my mind pondering over tonight. I've tried to sleep but questions keep appearing in my mind and they won't seem to disappear. Why would my father act so sincerely kind to a man he has told me to stop seeing? And the letters from my father have been getting shorter and shorter, with no evidence of these kind acts. My father of all people, sets up a marriage? For one of MY close friends? This is an act of insanity is seems. I can't seem to forget about it. I'd like to speak to my father of it. But who knows what he'll think. He might accuse me of being nosey for all i know. That would be the least of problems. My father and I have not seen eachother for fifteen years, we've grown apart to say the least. Oh this talk about photography school? What is with this? I am udderly confused and baffled. I'll find out my fathers motives for this. And no, I will not stop seeing Hjalimar. He is MY close friend and he's gonna stay that way without any interupption of my fathers opinion. Well diary, it seems that now I have gotten this out of my system and it may be a great time for that thing some people call sleep. Oh how i hope to figure this out soon. Bye for now,
Gregers